这一年过来,有很多很多的关于分手的回忆,散散落落地写在了各种地方。尽管是如此的让人觉得遗憾,尽管是如此的让人的怀念,我也终于还是放下了。我想把这些自己关于过往的心情记录下来,因为我怕我忘记了。

思念很远,回忆很长。最后的最后,祝你幸福。

Timeline From October 13, 2012 to August 1, 2013

很久很久后的一天,我又降落在白云机场。思念很远,回忆很长,却也终于后会无期。起于此也终于此。我或者有过遗憾,但我此刻却步履坚定,不再害怕。你好,广州。

09:31, August 1, 2013 by iPhone, located at CAN

离开,也许是最好的遗忘。早安,济南。

07:49, August 1, 2013 by iPhone, located at JiNan

回不去的那些年,再见不到的那些时光。晚安,青岛。

23:36, July 27, 2013 by Weibo, located QingDao

我不知道自己的未来将会是怎么样,但是我希望你能在其中。晚安,青岛。

01:20, July 27, 2013 by Weibo, located QingDao

很多年后,我又降落在流亭机场,感觉却一点也没变。

23:49, July 26, 2013 by iPhone, located QingDao

在听过太多这样令人痛心的故事之后,对于爱情,我不再相信它可以一劳永逸,也不再斥责那些先说再见的人。爱情是个悬疑片,不到最后一刻,谁也不知道结局会如何。如果要说一句祝福的话,我只想说,愿每一颗真心都能得到温柔的对待。~愿每一颗真心都能得到温柔的对待,早安。

From 是什么让我们如此轻易地分开

09:19, June 30, 2013 by Weibo, located at Maoming

最后你只能接受,每个人心里都有一份无法触及和覆盖的寂寞,无论多爱都不可以。只是真要面对这个事实,却又这么的有挫败感。晚安。

01:33, June 29, 2013 by Weibo, located at Maoming

恍世如梦。晚安。

00:00, June 26, 2013 by Weibo, located Maoming

“你以后会明白,如果世界上曾经有那个人出现过,其他人都会变成将就。我不愿意将就”。晚安。

From 《何以笙箫默》by 顾漫

01:29, May 14, 2013 by Weibo, located at Maoming

夜半,听到莫文蔚的《如果没有你》:Hey~我真的好想你,太多的情绪,没适当的表情,最想说的话,我该从何说起,你是否也像我一样在想你。晚安。

01:12, April 25, 2013 by Facebook, located at Maoming

而今时间悠忽过去,天南地北双飞客,老翅几回寒暑。听闻你过得不错,我心甚安。时过境迁,对你的爱意一天天减淡,我虽不愿意承认,但事实却是如此。希望你也不要以我为念,在巴黎,年少如花,谋生谋爱。

From 宋小君:致亲爱的女朋友

01:40, April 24, 2013 by Weibo, located at Maoming

愿我如星君如月,夜夜流光相皎洁。晚安。

01:51, April 5, 2013 by Weibo, located at Maoming

我是一只站在岸上的鱼,如何能忘记曾经活在海里,曾经我活在你的生命。

From 我是一只鱼 by 任贤齐

10:33, April 3, 2013 by DoubanFM, located at Maoming

雨声滴嗒的夜晚,特别的容易让人思念。晚安。

23:27, March 29, 2013 by iPhone, located at Maoming

那些姹紫嫣红开遍的美好时光,在隆重的盛放之后,韶华就应如此打住,等待寂寞和薄凉。爱到荼靡,繁华过后,青春却就此落下一份只能深夜回忆的往事,寂寞孤灯影自怜。嗯嗯,晚安。

01:51, March 24, 2013 by Weibo, located at Maoming

在天黑以后,往热闹地方躲,跟着别人努力快活,可惜心里头,有定时的闹钟,提醒你有多寂寞。心无所寄,就如这城市。迷失东京。晚安。

02:02, March 4, 2013 by Weibo, located at Maoming

冷冷的天气,被窝,不愿起床,单曲循环,WantingQu的Drenched,歌声慵懒,遗憾与希望交织的复杂,一如天气,一如心情。早安,周日。

12:33, March 3, 2013 by iPhone, located at Maoming

去年元夜时,花市灯如昼,月上柳梢头,人约黄昏后。今年元夜时,月与灯依旧。不见去年人,泪满春衫袖。元宵快乐。

15:56, Febraury 25, 2013 by Weibo, located at Maoming

嗯,我现在可以很好地接受我们不会在一起这个事实了,写起这些的时候,我的确有怀念,但是我不遗憾。如果说我遇到你,变得更好了话,那么我想,把这样的自己保留下来,努力地迎接接下来的每一天。说不定我来这座城市,是为了遇见你,而我遇见你的意义,只是与你告别。

From 说不定我遇见你的意义,不过是为了与你告别。 by 卢思浩

21:42, February 21, 2013 by Weibo, located at Maoming

我一直怀疑27岁是否还会有一见钟情的倾心。我不知道该说什么,我只是突然在那一刻很想念她。

From 开往春天的地下铁/待到春花烂漫时

09:23, February 20, 2013 by Weibo, located at Maoming

秋天分手春天会习惯,苦冲开了便淡。Via《心淡》。晚安。

01:18, February 18, 2013 by Weibo, located at Maoming

原谅我不能悲伤地坐在你的身旁,任冰冷冻结着流光。晚安。

00:34, January 28, 2013 by Weibo, located at Maoming

雨水滴答的日子,静静地坐在电脑前代码,偶尔凝视窗外的雨点纷飞下落,很是安静的感觉,这样的日子确实单纯并且美好。晚安。

02:54, January 27, 2013 by Weibo, located at Maoming

在所有过去与将来,所有值得怀念与值得期待的景色里,我最喜欢你。晚安。

01:21, January 18, 2013 by Weibo, located at Maoming

倦意满脸,目光迷离,可曾这就是现实中的自己。不愿按部就班来过完这平淡的人生,却转又发现其实自己对目标也很迷惘。日复一日地在对时光的抱歉中沉沉睡去,我却无从知道那天我会拥抱着这一堆的抱歉后悔得痛哭流涕。晚安。

00:29, January 15, 2013 by Weibo, located at Maoming

车水马龙,流光溢彩。如花美眷,却似水流年。晚安,广州。

01:33, January 8, 2013 by Weibo, located in GuangZhou

对一个城市的留恋,或许只是留恋那里的人和事,也或许只是沉淀在那个城市里自己最好的年华。只是再美好也经不住遗忘,再悲伤也抵不过时光,你唯一可以做的,就是忘记。嗯嗯。晚安,广州。

00:35, January 5, 2013 by Weibo, located in GuangZhou

不如就承认一下,我们没有那样坚强,也不想那样刀枪不入,我们只是想被温暖地抱一下。好人好梦,晚安。

From 《假如温暖可以成为一种理想》 by 沈奇岚

01:16, January 3, 2013 by Weibo, located at Maoming

这两天,来自西伯利亚的寒风肆虐,恍惚间好像在风大的北京过冬。寒风夹杂着这南方冷冷的湿气,更是平添几分寒冷的气氛。我想,或者是因为人是恒温动物,所以才这么对温暖念念不忘,永远渴望吧。

16:32, December 30, 2012 by Weibo, located at Maoming

我住的城市从不下雪,记忆却堆满冷的感觉,思念到忘记霓虹扫过喧哗的街,把快乐赶得好远。落单的恋人最怕过节,只能独自庆祝尽量喝醉,我爱过的人没有一个留在身边,寂寞它陪我过夜。圣诞快乐,晚安。

From 圣诞结 by EasonChen

00:20, December 25, 2012 by Weibo, located Maoming

想必,这段文字缩影了很多人的异地恋的故事。或者这个世界真的没有谁的谁谁谁,也没有此生不变和一生不换,海枯石烂也只是美好的谎言,而现实更多需要的是经营和爱护。没有人毫无原因地坚定站在你的身边,看通透就好。呵呵。

在这过去的一年里,我一点一点的失去了她。最后我终于明白,其实跟他走一辈子也是不需要任何理由的。 Via 《珍惜爱你的那个人》

11:54, December 19, 2012 by Weibo, located at Maoming

宿醉,流落在这个城市的某个地方。若只是喜欢,何必夸张成爱。晚安。

01:50, December 16, 2012 by iPhone, located in GaoZhou

听说今天是12年12月12日,这么有爱的日子,好吧,给自己买一个Zippo的打火机吧~

17:18, December 12, 2012 by Weibo, located at Maoming

听说北京今天大雪,漫天遍地都是你喜欢的完美六边形。记得你说,下雪不要撑伞,拥抱着一起走,就能一起走到白头。只是,雪每年都会下,而我们终究是没有走到白头。

14:57, December 12, 2012 by Weibo, located at Maoming

挑个临窗的位置,一杯温热的拿铁,静静地看着这个熟悉的城市朦胧在倾盆的大雨中。那么多匆匆的行人,恍惚间以为你突然地出现,不再去说从前,只是说说最近改变。千万寂寞的言语也许只有一句,好久不见。

20:07, December 1, 2012 by iPhone, located at Maoming

多雨的日子,雨声滴答入梦。冷冷的天气,怀抱的温暖,笑靥的温柔,总是这么特别的容易让人思念…..

01:18, November 28, 2012 by Weibo, located at Maoming

结语:突然想到在异地的他,外面还在下着密密的雨,一如有点失落怅惘的心,那么远,再多的甜言蜜语也抵不过一个实在的拥抱。 ~我想我是懂了,那么痛彻心肺地懂得了

From http://t.cn/zj23LWH

19:40, November 19, 2012 by Weibo, located at Maoming

有一天,我会忘记你。我没有很期待,也没有觉得失落。我只是知道,有那么一天,我会忘记你…..晚安…..

00:50, November 17, 2012 by Weibo, located at Maoming

很多结婚的理由,可是不知道为什么都是这样勉强的理由,让人听不出感情中喜乐悲哀的成分,我仿佛已经很久很久都没有听到有一个人说,他要结婚是因为很爱很爱一个人,因为想要和另一个人永远的在一起。也许永远实在太远,也许人生真的无法十全十美。

From 《结婚的理由》 by 几米

15:50, November 15, 2012 by Weibo, located at Maoming

窗外的雨在淅沥淅沥地下着,冷冷的天气像极了过年的时候,坐在电脑前看着窗外雨水漫延,音箱里是朴树的浅唱:总会好的/都会有的/那些风雨/还有阴霾/关于未来/请你坦然/不要离开/请你等待。嗯嗯,我想我还是相信的,且我坦然,不离开,我会等待。晚安。

00:29, November 12, 2012 by Weibo, located at Maoming

你没有沉迷旧情,你只是在心中为过往留下了一个柔软的角落;你并非不可亲近,你只是想用坚强的外表掩护自己敏感的内心;你不是只有工作,只是面包之于爱情,不是虚荣更是责任。有爱没爱,都不要慌,因为未来还很长很长…..

From MobileQQ Cover for November 11, 2012

20:17, November 10, 2012 by iPhone, located at Maoming

如果那时真的让爱留下来,也许现在只会变得更孤独。情愿笑着流过泪,不让生命荒芜。也许我们都应该庆幸这样结束。

From 庆幸 by 堂娜

01:33, November 8, 2012 by Weibo, located at Maoming

如果非要许下一个关于你的愿望,那么,我,只愿你被这个世界温柔相待。

19:28, November 6, 2012 by Weibo, located at Maoming

都以为TA百毒不侵,坚不可摧,TA只不过是把自己伪装得太好了。其实TA会说,TA也有害怕孤单,害怕寂寞的时候,TA想从飞速流逝的时光里拼命地抓住些东西,所以TA才过着夜夜笙歌,纸醉金迷的生活。

16:30, October 30, 2012 by iPhone, located at GuangDong Power Grid Education Center

虽然你不在了,可惜你不在了。原来承认这个事实,会是这么痛,心里这么空。

16:23, October 30, 2012 by iPhone, located at GuangDong Power Grid Education Center

I’m drenched in your love, I’m no longer able to hold it back…

From Drench by WantingQu, and recommand by XiaosiXu

18:30, October 28, 2012 by Weibo, located at GuangZhou HuaWeiDa Hotel

爱是一种需要一种缺乏,所以我们都喜欢情歌。不管爱是在进行中的,还是仍在萌芽的;不管是你爱她比较多,还是她爱你比较多。爱或者被爱,其实都是一种幸福。嗯嗯,都是一种幸福,其实你是幸福的。只是对于现在的你来说,最简单的快乐,都好过你沉浸在无法拥有的痛苦中。晚安,广州。

00:55, October 24, 2012 by Weibo, located at GuangZhou IFP

我想我不够爱你,我不曾忘了自己,没那么全心投入,所以会一败涂地。不能在没有月亮的夜里,也不能轻易地闭上眼睛,因为你会出现在天空或心里。不能在一望无际的地方,也不能钻进那拥挤人群,因为寂不寂寞,都会惊醒我,我失去了我不够爱的你。

From 我不够爱你 by AndyLiu and KellyChen

00:25, October 20, 2012 by Weibo, located at Maoming

在失去爱的日子里,除了一点一点地拣回破碎的内心,你还能够做的,就是让自己足够的忙,忙到连心碎的感觉都要忘记,因为你知道,忙碌一旦停下来,那漫天盖地的回忆顿时会让你抑制不住,潸然而泪下。

22:25, October 17, 2012 by iPhone, located at Maoming Power Supply Beaural

心力交瘁地降落在白云机场,对比已经寒冷的北京,已过中秋的广州却依然温暖。美好的回忆,远去的幸福,我怕世界这么大,生命这么长,我怕再也找不到我的所爱了。

13:32, October 14, 2012 by iPhone, located at CAN

2012年10月12日晚上,我庆幸我的突然出现,我庆幸我最后知道了整件事情的真相,你颠覆了我对你的所有认识。但是我不会怪你,你去追求自己的幸福去吧,我祝你幸福,感谢你在我最好的青春时光,曾经那样爱过。我优雅地转身,还你一个落落大方的背影。我爱你。

14:38, October 13, 2012 by Weibo, located at Beijing Jiaotong University